I’ve come too far away from you, my Lord.
The old life is a blur now,
when your presence was my key to survival.
Those days when I only had to remember you in my prayers,
I had nothing to fear and no loss to shed tears over.
I’ve come too far away from peace , my Lord.
When I bowed down in prayer,
my mind was filled with sweet music,
and sounds of sweet laughter.
Now my soul is in constant rage,
it asks for forgiveness,
but it fears you with shame, my Lord.